which one is which?

Hey! Ive been asked by somebody yesterday. Which one you’re interested in?

a guy who comes with a full of surprises presents and cards but he was ignoring you, he’s not giving his full attention to you because he was so busy and don’t have time to call you or even sent you a simple and sweet message to you. Eventhough it’s only takes a few minutes. OR a guy who is taking care of you, giving his full attention to you even though he’s so busy but yet he still got time to call you or even sms-ing you, but there is no any token of appreciation for you.

huh?

It’s the thoughts that count, anyway!

Chow

April...

It's been a week since my latest post. I find it’s hard for me to write down here on something everyday cz I don’t have time to click on to this website as well as I dont know what to blog in here.

Btw, let’s make a quick recap.

1) tqvm for all birthday wishes, for all presents, for all birthday cards, as well as for the surprise birthday party hold by my housemate. It’s a 6am birthday party, and im still sleeping on my luxury bed, surrounded by all my bantal busuk, and suddenly they came to my room together with my fav cheese cake, and sang a birthday song for me. Im touched. :( This year surprise birthday party reminds me of my friends back in UKM. Missing dayah, matul, hasi, noreen, aina and azni sooo much…thanxx so much for everything. I appreciate all you’ve done so much. And I meant IT! ermm it funny to received a totally diff birthday wishes this year. im used to hear the "semoga panjang umur", "semoga kawin cepat", etc. But this year it's more to "cepat cepat dapat baby".. hehehe.. im not married yet lah... :)

2) im soooo insists to go for the night market. It’s been a while since my last time. And tq for khasif for making my dream come true. Huhuh

3) My life quite tough for the past 3 weeks. I don’t know why but ive been so sensitive lately. It’s so tough both physically and mentally. Everything seems soo wrong. Everything is crumbling. Ive been through so many ups and downs. I’ve spent some sleepless nights. Sometimes, people just cant understand what others might hv been through. People sometimes are very selfish. Seems it’s so hard, even to asked, “how are you?” OR “what’s wrong with you?” (Hey you! You are NOT supportive ok?) Sometimes people are so rude and thought they, themselves are the best, but yet they are useless. Ive been so patience to that particular person and I don’t know why should I? but I guess, only God knows why.

4) at last, fad and av have comfirmed to be our pengapit on our W day. tq tq tq for being so sporting.

5) So many updates to run to. Gtg. Chow.

Mad

[ currently into this, MAD by Ne-yo ]

She's starin' at me

I'm sittin' wonderin' what she's thinkin'

Nobody's talkin' 'cause talkin' just turns into screamin'

And now it's I'm yellin' over her, she yellin' over me

All that that means is neither of us is listening

And what's even worse?

That we don't even remember why we're fighting

So both of us are mad for,

Nothing, fighting forNothin', crying forNothing,

But we won't let it go forNothing, no not forNothing, this should beNothing to a love like what we go

Oh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain

But baby, can we make up now?'

Cause I can't sleep through the pain

Can't sleep through the painGirl,

I don't wanna go to bed mad at you

And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me

No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you

And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me...

and the lyrics continued...

ME!

MY heart rate goes up.
MY blood pressure goes up.
MY breathing gets shallower and harder.
MY muscles tense up.

I’M being hit.
I’M being cheated.
I’M being neglected and ignored.
I’M unable to be in control and...
I’M being in stressful and demanding situations

it's show time!

friends out there! go and watch this 2 movies:


Talentime explores love in its many manifestations, from boy-girl affection TO parent-child devotion TO plantonic affection between friends...

fast and furious 4: ermm... what can i say? just watch it. seeing is believing. words cant describe it! im INTO it.

coba lah coba...

Coba kau dengar, coba kau coba, diam bila ku coba, untuk berbicara dengan kamu.
Pernahkah kau ada, bila ku perlu, untuk meluahkan rasa hati.
Dan bila kau bersuara, setia ku mendengar, agar tenang kau merasa.
Coba kau lihat, coba kau coba, renung ke mata aku, bila ku melihatmu.
Pernahkah kau ada, bila ku perlu, untuk menyatakan rasa sakit dalam diri.
Dan bila kau perlu, setia ku menunggu, agar senang kau merasa
Siapa sebenarnya aku padamu, mungkin sama dengan teman lain, yang bisa kau buat begitu.

Dan bila tiada lagi teman bermain, kau pulang untuk dapatkan aku, itulah aku... padamu

-Beautiful words with meaningful phrases!-