i wish... you didnt know..why?... will you?...

(21 December 2008)

Love is blind, but yet STILL can feel the passion.
Love is blind, but yet STILL can touch the heart.

I wish I had the chance to turn back time and could change the choice – CHOICES – ive made,
I wish ive NOT done anything ive done before
I wish im NOT the person I am now
I wish I have the GOLDEN opportunity to change my past and have a better tomorrow!

Like flowers need the rain
Like coffee needs a cup
Like a candle needs a flame
Like a hammer and a nail
Like socks and shoes
Like rhythm and blues
That’s how i NEED you!

BUT

You didnt know,How you hurt me so,
You’ll never know,Cause ill never show.
You didnt know,That i couldnt let go.
You just dont care,
You werent even there.
I dont know how i can show,
What you yourself, can never know.

Why do i care so much?
Why do i still try?
Why does it hurt so much when there was never anything there?
Why does it make me cry?
Why you and not someone else?

Will you ever care?
Will you ever be able to dry my tears?
Will it always be you?
Will you ever get over yourself and open up your eyes?

I ask myself those questions everyday but STILL can’t find any answers.
I don’t care what others might says, might think.
As for me, its hurts so much and it doesn’t mean anything anymore to me.
Im walking AWAY!