i understand...

(10 December 2008)

i do understand with the words of “private moment”
i do understand with the phrase of “i cant be with you 24/7″
i do understand with the sentences of “i have no time now. need to go. let’s cont later”
i do understand with the words of “i wanna hang out with my friends”
i do understand with the sentences of “im tired, need to sleep”
i DO understand all that. in fact i NEED to understand.
But all i asked is just a moment... A MEANINGFULL moment instead.
For you to share my ups and downs.
For you to wipe away every tears that falling down.
For you to share your shoulder when i need to and
For you to lend your hand when i want to.
ive fall down. its hard… its hurt. but as im climbing back, i realise that im on my own.
without you,
without your support,
even without you knowing what is actually happen.
life is COMPLICATED. totally miserable!
i understand… in fact i NEED to understand!

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ermm just came back from eid-hajj. ive enjoyed every single food every single day. best! best! after 5 days of leave, my mail box is full of requested data @ statistics. need to rush for all that, but STILL i have time to jot down something. let’s see what have i hv done since morning…

-recap-

1) prepare requested data from amin, faiz, roslan, shidi & farid on data of profile of SMEs by districts

2) prepare requested data from ursla on status of financial assistances in sarawak

3) updated figures in the monthly table

4) prepare data for weekly report to MITI

5) prepare listing of companies in Perak for Faiz at 12.00pm, i went to see my boss, and here is my updated due date to rush to:

6) call SSM for their listing on the available information in their database

7) prepare figures for BI Tools

8- prepare special format on ethnicity data to EPU

9) i have to prepare few inputs as i need to attend meeting in Malacca for 3 days… 3 days? omg. 3 days for 1 meeting……

need to go…
chow

p/s: ive thought of going out for movie - its movieSS actually which are LOST and FAUN, transporter 3, twilight - AGAIN! love it!